not wanting to go to work

i think i am having post depression after the event ends. i dont feel like going to work. dont care what my other collegues do. dont want to have anything to do with my boss. cant wake up in the morning (woke up early, but lay on my bed for 2 hours). according to my another boss who has moved to yaman, if you are experiencing those sysptoms, it is a calling for you to call it a quit for everything that you do. maybe not everything but some of the things that are not so motivating. things go so slow that am losing my patience...

what should i let go now? my job, my love life or simply the place where am staying right now. the urge for me to move to other place in this world is stronger. i cant bear to be here all of my life. i want to be somewhere else where i can be myself, do what i want to do and nobody can say no to me...

but still, when the new day comes, am lying at my bed wondering why should i be doing all this... should i put a stop to everything?

it's finally over... but is it over yet?

i looked very 'poyo-poyoan' beside the carriage rite? nothing can stop me from being so happy for the World Cup is finally over. No words can best describe the joy after all the hardword, gruesome experience and heartache.

For Peter, thank you for being a joker and somebody who's so heartless and sinister all at one time. You are one of the most indesicive leader i've ever met. If you were to apply for Donald Trump's Apprentice, you might have the chance to get in but you'll be the 1st to be fired for you are no diff in comparison to Marcus. But apart from that, thank you for complimenting that i have a nice smile and your effort to make me smile whenever possible even after fight, but i really hate it.

For Kak Wan, thank you for not being the same as Peter. I believe it's not easy to be famous and you think if the glam can shoothen your paths, you're totally wrong. You have problem with budget slashing, you don't even know how to prioritise. One more important thing that you have to learn is, not all 'fuyo-fuyo' stuff cost less. i believe you understand what i meant.

For my boss................................................. thank you for your inconsiderate, forgetfulness and cakap tak serupa bikin, so it got us into chaotic and kelam kabut state.

For Jackie... it's not over as long as you didnt pay us the money!!!