Tuesday, May 23, 2006

not wanting to go to work




i think i am having post depression after the event ends. i dont feel like going to work. dont care what my other collegues do. dont want to have anything to do with my boss. cant wake up in the morning (woke up early, but lay on my bed for 2 hours). according to my another boss who has moved to yaman, if you are experiencing those sysptoms, it is a calling for you to call it a quit for everything that you do. maybe not everything but some of the things that are not so motivating. things go so slow that am losing my patience...

what should i let go now? my job, my love life or simply the place where am staying right now. the urge for me to move to other place in this world is stronger. i cant bear to be here all of my life. i want to be somewhere else where i can be myself, do what i want to do and nobody can say no to me...

but still, when the new day comes, am lying at my bed wondering why should i be doing all this... should i put a stop to everything?

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