Love, Lust, Needs and Money...

I hate to go out on Sunday but i have to due to our appointment with Paddington Pancake ppl. Wasn’t quite happy actually and my brain was lagging... Not in the mood and kind of weary... We had long shoot on both Friday and Sat. So i thought staying home would be a better option for me... *sigh* for the sake of work...

Elly told me that Min wanted to follow... so I picked them up at Uptown and drove us to The Curve. Curve was packed with people, plus there was this flee market... it was so hot and I felt bit dizzy. Elly was in ecstasy to see so many booths selling earrings but the 3 of us weren’t left with much money to spend then we headed up to Paddidngton Pancakes and met with one of its partner, Elvina.

After we discussed few details about WFB, we decided to try some of the savoury. I don’t really remember how who started it, It’s about love, marriage and life. Min’s in a relationship but wouldn’t commit, Elly was engaged before but call it quit and now in a ‘so-called relationship’, whilst I’m engaged and not wanting to get married…

Min told me that her aunt said she’ll be happier when she gets married but she thinks the other way round. Most of the ppl that I’ve asked about marriage told me it’s not easy and it’s tougher than you think. It’s not all year honeymoon. There’ll be ups and downs. If you asked me why I want to get engaged… Frankly, I don’t know… maybe I’m confused between love and lust but I’m torn between my own needs and not wanting to share EVERYTHING (e.g MONEY) with my future hubby. I always think guys are better at earning money… but looking back, it was my mum who’s better at business. My dad spent most of his money and my mum’s at some unreasonable investment.

Looking at the ring on my finger… should I forgo or should I proceed? Now that the romance has gone…only bleak money matters arising… *sigh* where’s our faith?