Lonely

I’ve to admit, I’m lonely. It’s something I can’t utter in front of friends or family. The only being which I’d tell them how lonely I am is my cats. I remembered there were days when I can’t confide to anyone but my cats.

Sometimes, I think some people ripped everything from me. They took my happiness, contentment and deteriorate my confidence. Sad but true, my dad is one of them.

Anyway, I can’t wait for my apartment to be ready in July/August. At least, I’ll be having a time for myself then. Yes, I’m getting married soon but does it ends the heartache that I’m feeling inside? No, not at all…

What a life…